Randomness that comes from my wacky brain :) Love it or hate it, this is me and my life<3

The things I do when I get off work early…. Hahaha I made a crown out of a box :)
Tryin it out again.. Let’s see if I still like it lol
Long walks where we would talk for hours about nothing and everything, Knowing the truth but playing guessing games anyway cuz I wanted to hear you say it, Having your arms wrapped around me sitting on my front porch while we watch the sunset, Kissing you for the first time and being scared because I knew I didnt want to lose you, That feeling I got in the pit of my stomach when we broke up for the first time because I knew it was wrong, Kissing you passionately when we realized we still had feelings for eachother, My heart breaking when we broke up again a few days later, Hoping for one more chance and having my hopes crushed when you chose her over me……
And now I hope I can have that one last chance at being happy with you because after knowing you for 5 years, I know that I want to be with YOU and that I will wait however long it takes.
10/9/10……….. That was a good night, I miss the park </3
I missed my Psych class today because of the crazy traffic due to the 10 minute storm this morning…. FUUUUCKKK :(
What do you think of the last person of the opposite sex that texted you?
I miss his kisses </3
Do you love the last person you talked to on the phone?
i think it was my mom, so duhh
What is the last thing you had to drink?
coffee<3
Look in your inbox in your phone who do you have texts from?
dillon, erica, don, haylee, shane, elliot, taylor, and andrew
The person you had the strongest feelings for dies, you care?
i would cry for days
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
haha yess taylor<3
Have you seen your best friend today?
no :(
Do you want anything right now?
JUNK FOOD!!!
Has there been a day this week you just wanted to say “fuck it”?
yess
Are all girls shit talkers and bitches?
a lot are
Are all guys players and cheaters?
nope
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
no such thing
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
yesssss
Do you believe what comes around goes around?
yeah
How’s 2010 been for you?
started good, turned bad, got better, got boring, then it was great, then crappy, now it just whatever
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
i doubt it
Delete a year of your life, or start over in a new town?
new town
How are you feeling at this moment?
bored
Any part of you sad at all?
kinda
What is stressing you out most right now?
job search
What is your relationship status?
single
Who did you text the most last night?
andrew
Do you think if you died, that the last person of the opposite sex you texted would even care?
i think so
Who was the last person you physically hit?
idk
I bet your going to kiss someone tonight, right?
my cat
Anything annoying you right now?
wheel of fortune
Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
yes
Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
math class
Are your parents strict? yeahh
Do you sleep with the door opened or closed?
closedddd
What did you do/will do for your birthday this year?
i wanted an 80s party, but now i just dont care
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweat pants, or pajama pants?
jeans
Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
i think its disgusting when anyone gets really wasted
Are any of your friends virgins?
yeah
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
fuuuuck i wanna sleep
Let’s be blunt, have you had sex in the last 48 hours?
nopeee
Are you wearing anything on your feet?
nope
Ever want to get married?
eventually
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
grandma
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
doubt it
Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
yeah
Who was the last person to drive you somewhere? grandma
Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?
yess<3
Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
my invisible boyfriend bob
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
my motherr
Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
eww no
If you were drunk and you couldn’t walk, would the person you last kissed, take care of you?
i doubt it
You kissed someone today didn’t you?
no :(
What were you doing at midnight?
falling asleep while talking to taylor on skype :)

Possibly my future tattoo…. if I can find a tattoo artist to make it look way better! :)
Everything was going great until I moved to Anaheim…… I had my friends and family and “that one person whos name i wont say”…. but now, I never get to see my friends, I miss my family like crazy, and well… you know the rest.
Part of me wonders if I should have moved, cuz it has been nothing but sadness…. I mean, yeah I have friends at school, but outside of school, I have NO LIFE. Mr Time Person Dude, please let me go back to summer so I can make the most of it….. All I want is to erase some mistakes and re-write some memories. Just grant me that ONE WISH.
A choir with a single voice, a picnic on a cliff. Antenna like an insect, To pick up all your thoughts. I sip the running water, Like rivers from your eyes. I thought I heard somebody cry… Somebody might be lost. I thought I heard somebody cry… Somebody might be lost. I thought I heard somebody cry… I thought I’d go and see. I thought I heard somebody cry… Somebody might be me. ♥

“Cuz your too shy shy…. hush hush, eye-to-eye”